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Feb 19, 2010 22:17:44 GMT -6
Post by not saying on Feb 19, 2010 22:17:44 GMT -6
HI i have home school with my brother and i HATE every EVERY day every minite of it .my family is pentecostal for religion and my mom is my teacher and she doesnt even teach anything she just makes me read the bible and other church books and i feel like im stupid i dont even laern anything real at all! On friday every week we go to a homelove group at a park and have picnics or we go to the church if its cold or rainy with other home school kids and they are so frickin dumb i hope i dont ever seam as dumb as they all are they are so freaking lame i bet they will never even get a job but serving french fries or cleaning toilets . i never get to see any other kids just these stupid ones at the homelove group and they dont let the boys talk to the girls we have to stay in diferent areas the homelove people are such fags i feel like my head is caving in because my brain is shrinking up and sometimes i want to go get in a lot of trouble so the police put me in a juvey jail because then ill have real school with real kids there i dont know what to do its so stressfull to me i cant learn or anything like this. if you are a mom or dad and you home school yur kids i hope you get hit by a train and die i freaking hate you
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Feb 20, 2010 15:55:46 GMT -6
Post by Homescrewed on Feb 20, 2010 15:55:46 GMT -6
Dear “not saying”,
First off, I’d like to extend a warm welcome to you on behalf of myself and some of the other members here. You have found a place where others who have been in your same situation can closely identify with everything you just wrote.
As a former homeschooler who was once in your identical situation, it literally brings tears to my eyes to read your story. The feelings of loneliness, the desire for friendship and social interaction and the heartbreak of being torn away and segregated from the rest of “normal” kids in society all come rushing back like a tidal wave. I know firsthand how crushingly painful and lonely it is.
The frustration and aggravation that you are experiencing is perfectly normal. Don’t be fooled by the pro-homeschool whack jobs who will tell you differently, these feelings are a sign that you are a perfectly normal person experiencing perfectly normal emotions. It’s not rebellion; it’s not “the devil” or whatever other label they may apply to it, it is normal.
Believe it or not, when I was about 13 years old I spent the better part of a year planning how I could get in trouble - what crime could I commit that would get me arrested and taken away from my parents or put in a home where I’d have a chance at being somewhat normal… just as you mentioned above. Luckily, I never executed the plan. Believe me, home schooling will probably leave you with enough traumatic stress and social issues to deal with as an adult without the added burden of a criminal record following you around.
I wish I had a magic answer to make it all okay, but sadly I don’t and I don’t know that anybody does. However, what I do have is an understanding heart and an open ear that will always be there for you and others in your situation. Below you will find an email address that you are free to use anytime you feel you need the support of somebody who has survived your situation.
Hang in there and keep in touch!
homescrewed@yahoo.com
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Feb 20, 2010 23:26:37 GMT -6
Post by not saying on Feb 20, 2010 23:26:37 GMT -6
thank you i think people dont no how much this hurts kids or maybe they jest dont care. i will tell some other kids at homelove abuot this sight on friday and thank you for answering me its good to no im not the only one who goes through this and im not just being wierd.
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